...censorism...

i am a very real person. i put a lot of things out there and let people take from them what they will. plain and simple.

[point] i don't blog for ::my readers:: first of all there are maybe 2 people that check to see if i've added anything new on a somewhat regular basis... second of all, even if i broadcast on national news that i had a new post, i may have a handful of people take the time to look it up... people are may more consumed in their own lives than mine and rightfully so, i feel the same way, hence why i have an entire page about me and my thoughts...

[point] i blog for me. period. i don't blog for you to ::know:: me, i don't blog for you or because i want you to read it or because i want to say things i won't say to your face. anything i write, i'd look anyone in the eye and own up to. i blog for me. i do it as a way to record the thoughts flying through my mind at warp speed on scrolling marquees... i do it as a small gesture to let those who care enough to read it a little deeper into the black hole of my thoughts...

[point] if you don't want to be included in my blogs, my thoughts, don't be in my life. i'm very cautious about what i say and how it's worded. i would never intentionally give away information that i know ::you:: don't want the world to know. you'll notice that names are left out, locations are left out, specifics in general are left out. i don't blog to make others uncomfortable, i blog to make myself more comfortable.

[in closing] is it really ::that:: big of a deal... does it really bother you ::that:: much, or is it this post, this blog that's gonna be the breaking point. i will not censor what i write any more than i already do, i will not avoid stating my thoughts or feelings, this is my release, let me have it... especially since that's all i can have...