...letting go...

i hate to say it but i'm afraid its true
it's time to begin letting go of you

i can no longer take all the games we play
i can no longer hope that today is the day

no longer will i dream of you each night
no longer will you debate if its wrong or right

i must move on without you
but i love you, you know i do

i hate that we struggle each day
just hoping we can some how find a way

but we've tried, and inside i've died

over and over again, it's time to stop and re-begin




i hate to say it but i'm afraid its true
it's time to begin letting go of you

always remember the beach and our first kiss
your touch, your lips, i will always miss

a random movie and a bottle of wine
the thought of you one day being mine

rolling over to see your beautiful face
feeling my heart continually race

i hate that we struggle each day
just hoping we can some how find a way

but we've tried, and inside i've died

over and over again, it's time to stop and re-begin




i hate to say it but i'm afraid its true
it's time to begin letting go of you

laying on the couch, your arms around me
i don't believe it how could it be

on no level could i deserve you
no way i could be good enough, it's true

i wish there was a way this could be real
my heart was left for you to steal

i hate that we struggle each day
just hoping we can some how find a way

but we've tried, and inside i've died

over and over again, it's time to stop and re-begin




i hate to say it but i'm afraid its true
it's time to begin letting go of you

my heart it hurts once more
never will i love another, it hurts though to my core

you'll go on to find your prince
i wish you all the best, i hope now your life makes sense

no worries i'll be alright
i just can't take another internal fight

i hate that we struggle each day
just hoping we can some how find a way

but we've tried, and inside i've died

over and over again, it's time to stop and re-begin




[alternate ending]



i hate to say it but i'm afraid its true
i'll never be able to let go of you

no matter what you throw my way
i'll dream of us together one day

my heart will always be yours
with you by my side, we'll open life's doors

i long to spend my life with you by my side
better hold on, 'cause it's gonna be a wild ride

i love that we struggle each day
just to try and stay away

but we've tried, and even though i've cried

over and over again, its time to re-begin

my life with you

...i'm done...

[my heart hurts]

...and i can't take it anymore...

...moving on...

i'm not saying never... i'm saying not right now...

i'm not doing it for me... i'm doing it to save you...

people... there are 4 types of people in everyones life...

[1-those you want in your life] these are the people you can't live without... the people that bring a smile to your face anytime you see them, when you hear their voice or even their ringtone... these are the ones you're thankful are in your life and make your life nicer to live on a daily basis... and the ones you'd give your life for...

[2-those you don't] these are the people you wish would leave your life... the ones that make you cringe when you hear their voice, the ones that if you saw in a store you'd run the other way... and the ones that over time have made certain moments in your life a living hell...

[3-those that don't matter] these are the 'fillers'... the people you come across for only a moment in time... the ones you may vaguely recognize out in the world or refer to in conversations as 'remember that one guy at that place that time...'

[4-those you don't even know] these people are like the lottery... once you meet them they could fall into any of the above categories... they could end up being your worst enemy or the love of your life...


[where do we fit in] now take a look from the other side... how do people see you... which category do they put you in... if we all strive to go from 4s to 1s, settle for 3s and avoid 2s... wouldn't this be a better place...