...my world...

my world is a wonderful place...

[freedom] freedom to be who you are. no questions asked. to do what you want, when you want. to sleep in and eat breakfast at three o'clock in the afternoon. to love who you want. to live without worry or regret.

just days ago my world was perfect...

[perfection] i had no obligations. no where to be. no schedule. the perfect 'friend' by my side. great food. great company. no worries. sunny days. a cuddle buddy. a 'sparring' partner. my one true love.

and now my world has been turned upside down because of a mutual understanding...

[mutual understanding] the end to my world as i know it. as i want it to be. the end of wishful thinking. the boulevard of broken dreams. the start of a world i'll never be satisfied with. that i'll have to settle for. the start of the end.

:::...i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams... where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone... my shadow's the only one that walks beside me... my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating... sometimes I wish someone out there will find me... 'till then I walk alone...:::